After finishing my works before lunch time…i found Tora in Indosiar, he was interviewed in Kiss hosted by novita anggie n dave hendrik…so cute, funny, n natural…hope to meet u one day..kkkk…n also..he is chosen as Freshtea spoke person…(hav u watch da advertisement?? kewl…)

Thanks God, i can have a nice nap..after not having enough sleep in 3 days…n tonite,i’am ready to take the guerrilla war with tons of dvds…kkkkk…

This evening, ding n sophia sent some sms informing that rite now they’re in execelso, galaxy mall, guys u’re really almost successful in making me felt dat i took a wrong decision in living here. But that was before i realized dat i hav put more kilos on my weight…that’s de time when i really thankful not being there with u kkkkk…

The 2nd chapter of my saturday evening was spending it with lisa n herman,…chatting of course…they really made my day…set me free from my saturday boredom…kkkk ^^…we chatted bout eniting we’re encountered in life (kkkkk…)

ok…i think the guerrilla war will be started soon…so i better prepare…hav a nice saturday nite…

Today i found a very ridiculous fortunetelling…n it is in friendster horoscope reading…^^

a year a go,i have a problem with someone…n till now we do not speak or meet like we used to. We’re not in the context of hatred…i just feel dat there’s nothing to do anymore between us, etc, etc, etc…so sad to lose a friend, but i think da most important thing is that i dun hav a negative feeling now…

n when i check on my friend list in fs…i found the sentence below…

…A mutual interest brings you two closer together than ever — and reveals things you never expected. Who knew that such a passionate commitment to this hobby or project would bring out the best in both of you? It’s such a great feeling to look at someone and realize that there’s more to this person than you ever thought — and it’s even better than you ever could have hoped for. You two connect in ways that you didn’t even know were possible — you’d only read about this in books or seen it in movies. Lucky you!

that’s why i never trust eni fortunetelling (base on horoscope especially)…kkkk…:P

She’s one of my sista…i knew her since in elementary…Yui or just simply call her ie-ie…(check out her profile in my fs fren list)…

Married to shinsuke…(have mercy on me, ie, since i (again) forget his fam name…>o<…), she reside in s’pore til now…last time we met was in early january this year…small reunion with san-san n jessica, too (in matahari, hicks…the "cozy" place in town (cozy = have some aircons ^^))…(n shin-chan also…).After dat, she told me once via sms that she got a job n really really busy…none in da sistahood (",) know about her in da period of jan till 2 days ago when i met her via msn messenger…

we liked shouting to eachother…well,it’s hard to have a chance like dat…she told me evrything bout da job (i’m really hepi that she finally found a great job, great boss, great opportunity to make it as an exercise for her future, who knows she’ll have her own stores???ie-ie…JIA YOU, JIA YAO,…gambarimasu…)one more thing, she’s also very happy since 90% of her customers are japanese, so that the japanese courses which she attended couple years ago was not useless…kkkkk…^^)

we chatted about evrything…her new dog, a shihtsu (Ucrit got a successor…), her job (designing silver n beads accessories, da packaging, da sales, da accounting, looks like her own store!!!), our friends news, my life (kkkk…keep secret yo ie…the one with copy paste, copy paste, copy paste…), about queer’s eyes for straight guys, joking bout her new address which sounds like a title of indonesia old pop song,enithing…enithing…so sad dat we had to end our chatting since i suddenly felt that i almost broke my back (imagine…how long i’ve been sitting in front of the computer dat day…)

our chatting dat day was closed by a sentence…a quote, originally by Yui…"I will make myself looks younger evryday"…kkkkk….great quote to support our life (esp.women…)

n…yesterday she sent me an sms…she’ll go home, in this remote city where i dwell rite now,…next week…yipppiiiiiieeeee……^^

It’s not the title of  a movie ’bout attack on Pearl Harbour in 1941…it’s Tora Sudiro, best actor for FFI (Festival Film Indonesia) 2004…

Reasons to love Tora…he’s so cute, tall, handsome, dare to show ugly-funny face (watch him evry saturday n monday nite, 09.00 pm, in TransTV, extravaganza), he’d been acted as a gay in Arisan!,the movie, paired with Surya Saputra, yakuza-like-tattoos, last but not least…father of a cute girl named Nabila…

Well, i know him about a year ago…but, 3 days ago,when i watched (it’s the program’s 1st anniversary…), his fresh joke (also the rest of the crews, Aming…u also should take the credits!!!!) really really cracked me up…cramped my stomache…awoke my mom…^___^

I promised myself to be one of his fans after da show…n hope to meet him n watch his performance lively someday…

When i was in junior-hi, i found that Australia was once a penal territory of British…so i have a not-so-good first impression on dat continent …Then not long after knowing the fact, my brother was sent there to study english in a home stay programme. My parents told me not to envy him. Still haunted by my not-so-good first impression, i answered ,"Well, to tell the truth, i prefer to go to India or China then go there…".

Maybe at dat time, God heard me. In 4-5 years after saying the sentence, i go to China more often then my bro do, i even studied there. N my bro go to oz more more often then i do n also studied there…Ooops…no no…i mean,i’ve never been to oz…

Then, the karma really happened to me. 2 weeks ago,i called my fren Linda who works in a travel agent in surabaya to help me getting an oz visa…one of my cousin is hospitalized in melbourne (thanks God,he’s getting better, better,n better).Evrything was perfectly prepared, i got nothing to be afraid of…there’s also no sign…n this morning, i received Linda’s call…khat,visamu ketolak…(…silent…silent…silent…heard nothing…silent…silent…ehmrhm…that’s what rage in my head dat time…the reality was Linda’s still talking ’bout why i was refused to be granted oz visa blablabla…)

Well, i believe, one day i will go travelling to oz…nothing to be afraid of…my first impression was actually vanished long time ago…The proof was that,in 2001, when i still worked in travel agent, i was once an Aussie Specialists (if you step inside my office dat time, n need some information bout oz, u can simply asked me or one of my colleagues…n i had to finish some modules to achieve the predicate as oz specialist!!!)…Ironic…kkkkk…^^

Today is Hari Kartini…to all girls in

Indonesia

(or to whom she still feels as Indonesian)…slamat hari kartiniiiiiii…(remember when we’re still in playground or elementary school, we used to wear traditional costume…me??? uhmm…I usually wear baju bodo of sulawesi…”much more simple than kebaya (traditional costume of java)”, said my mum…thanks to ibu kartini (it’s not for the traditional costume,…but I remember my teachers always said that it is bcoz of her that women in Indonesia can have their rights…esp in educational fields…)

Well, this morning I still sang that song ^^… (kkkk…read my yesterday’s blog),…and my day was free of bad mood…bwhahaahha…was the song so powerful????? dunno…

Lunch time, I called Lolita, since she has been home for 4 days, but lil’ Ian still stay at hcos. She told me everything, evry moments, from a week b4 her labour until the day she got back from the hospital…So hard to be a woman…but it is really worth it also…cant wait to have khatsa junior…^_______^ (i’ve just found a quote…from Ibu Kartini (i wonder how can it be so suitable to Lolita’s experience of life …"Those who can not feel pain are not capable, either, of feeling joy" ~Raden Adjeng Kartini)

I’ve just got back from dinner with my family. Today is also annelia’s birthday (fyi her name anne was my idea n i was only 5 yrsol dat time n since she was born in kartini’s day,my uncle added "kartika" for her name…she’s my cousin from mother’s side…so heppiii…joking, joking…all night long…we ate at sari utama resto (anne was so exciting that she took pictures in every course we ordered!),I sang 2 songs there (my anthem…sammy cheng’s zhi de)…then back to annelia’s house…nothin’ to do…just joking, joking, n joking…(anne n her sis, ita lives in Surabaya rite now, so I’m so relieve that they can go home this weekend…well,not all weekend actually, on Saturday they will be heading to malang…hicks hicks…>_<)

Tomorrow is holiday…yiippiieee…I can rest, watch tons of dvds, wake up late…kkkk…n I also have Angel n Demon of Dan Browns (hav u read Da Vincci Code???well…hmhm…cool book! Can be regarded as a tool to prove ur faith…kkkk…kkk…hollywood has Tom Hanks as Robert Langdon,the main character of da book. The film is in the making rite now)

Okie okie…hepi holiday…enjoy the long weekend…arivederci…

…"Little birds that can sing and won’t sing must be made to sing" (German proverb)…

Singing is one of my fave activity to be done evrywhere ^^ esp.in the bathroom,kkkk…

This morning, when i was in the bathroom, i suddenly be reminded ’bout the soundtrack of <<Jiang Ai Qing Jin Xing Dao Di>> …it is one of china tv series which i bought when i studied there in 2000 (Li Ya Peng, the boyfriend of Faye Wong is the main actor)…it is the opening song…then enithing bout the tv series came out like a flood in my head…i even repeated the refrain part of the song…

So, i put the cd of the tv series in my cd player. I was singing when i put on my make up…

my daily routines (especially in the morning) when i was in beijing came over…wake up, went to the bathroom, bought dou fu nao for breakfast (or just simply cereal mixed with a sachet of instant coffee when i woke up late), went to school (u know the rest…what i was doin’ in my class…study of course…^^)… n one sin to be confessed is that the re-run of the tv series made me skipped many classes ><…what shuld i do???!!!,the re-run was at 8.30…

then, on my way to office…i remember that li xiang, my cousin who also in beijing dat time, dun have the copy of the tv series…i decided to offer her a copy of them…(and the day went on…)…one more thing,…in the middle of handling my job this morning…i also had a glass of instant cereal mixed with instant coffee since i woke up late dis morning…

so amazing that singing a song in the early beginning of a day can change the mood for entire day …i even can be more patient to every one…(patient, not lame…kkkkk…)…

"…zai ni wo xiang yi de di fang, yi ran ren lai ren wang…

…yi ran you ai qing,zai you dang…

…zai ni wo xiang ai de di fang, yi ran you ren zai chang…

..yi ran hai shi nian shao wu zhi de gan shang…"

well…last friday i got a phone call from Bobby, another friend from my childhood, he just wanna say hello, told me that he’s just ok, asked me ’bout our friends back in the high school…and suddenly he said," well, my girl will be one yearsold soon…"

never know ’bout his marriage, i almost shouted to him,

k:when did u get married??last year??? (i had not had a crush on him back in hi-school…just one of the action caused by shocking-unbelievable-happy news)

…with an innocent and calm voice as he used to…ooopssss, didn’t i give u some sms???i forgot then..sorry…by the way her name is chelsea…

so far i have mentioned 5 babies altogether…mostly born in march-april…the world seems to be more, more, n more crowded…i just hope that they will grow in a decent, appropriate, reliable, comfortable environment…

more????

Well, this month is full of babies coming my way…^^…here they are…

Started with Baby Michael…(first son of Andre n Inge, i knew andre since i was in 2nd grade of junior-hi till now…then andre n inge started dating when we’re in uni, he introduced inge to me a year before their engagement (forgot the exact number ^^)…)born on March 30. Then the day after was Baby Matthew…(the first son of Anik n Titus…anik was in the same dorm with me for 2,5 years (august 1996- march 1999)…that period of time established a solid ground of A-5 sistahood…which still last til now and forever…ok..ok..back to our topic…babbies)

ehm…sorry…(again) i neglect da precise date…but i remember da full name of the next baby boy…he is Christian Nathan Sebastian Saaelan…the first son of Lolita n Dion…his nickname is just simply..ian…(Lolita is my bestfren,my sista…1st met in august 1996, 1st year in uni…our meeting was one of unforgettable event in my life…(i’ll tell u later…))…fyi, baby ian rite now is still in the hospital due to prematural labour of da mom…need ur assistance in the form of prayers…

finding the fact that most of my bestfriends had a baby boy, i’m afraid if the phenomenon that will happen in china in the next 10 or 20 years will also happen here…which most men wont get spouse since there is only a woman in 40 men!!!(i cant imagine being the girl…help…help…)…

but..then come baby Zoey…a baby girl…the daughter of Lidya n Kenny…(lidya was also the member of A5 sistahood…more more stories ’bout us ahead…).Born n Penang last january (again n again…forgot the definite number…sorryyy), in the time being she is the princess among da baby boys…i met her last saturday (april 16,2005) in lidya’s parents house…for the time being,i think she is my favourite…(to other parents…so sooorrryyyy…be mercy! forgive my desire in having baby girl in da future…)her big eyes and hair is originally taken from lidya’s father…well, baby zoey is the only baby i’ve visited, maybe that’s da reason for the love n passion that i give for her..yup yup..^^

i promise i will publish baby zoey’s photo album as soon as i get it from xiao mei ^^…

coming up next…still dunno da name…but he/she will be the first born child of muliani n irwan…muliani is my bestfren since we’re in junior-hi (together with andre…)..the doctor predict muliani will be in labour around september 8-16…if he/she choose to show up in september 8…then he/she can commemorate the birthday together with auntie khatsa…kkk…

more babies to be put in the line …?????

I started my day with hundreds of laziness…went to the bathroom…walked to my office…sit on my chair…wrote some letters, checked on bank’s books, calculated some invoices…blablabla…finally,a little pleasure to be enjoyed in the tiny sahara of khatsa (kkkk….kkkk…^^)…a cup of indocafe-coffee mix…(fyi,one of my biggest mistake on my own health is that i cannot give up caffeine…help…)…

three hours after…

ringggg-ringgg…my handphone rang…(fyi:that’s the real my hp’s ringtone rite now…ringring.mid…nokia…after my bro erase my saved ringtones…)

D:khat…vcdnya udah dateng…dst…dst…

it was ding-ding, one of my bestfren asking me bout my order on some movies, told me bout the prices, ’bout diet pills, ’bout my plan to go to surabaya…in the middle of the conversation, another ringring came up…ding finished the chat with me…

Y:halooo…khat-khat…

it was yuce, another bestfren of mine…another oasis in my sahara…we chatted on her future plans (incl: june 18th…the engagement day…),her sister-in-law-to-be who still study in xiamen, her aji (asli mbanyol…ojok jahat-jahat ama tiki ya…kesiyan lhoo…hehehe),so pity that yuce had to finished the conversation since she promised ding to call her also…n yuce also need to discuss with ding on her engagement gown…(the plan is…ding makes the gown for me n yuce ^__^)…

not long after that…

ringring…ringring…

X:khat…ini harga bunganya…

it was xiao mei, jie-jie of mine…calling from malang,told me bout the price on flowers which my mom orders…she is a florist…since i will go to malang next friday,we make an appointment to discuss further on that flowers (tons of flowers…gigle…)…we will go to visit Lidya…Lidya n Kenny has just had a very beautiful n lovable baby girl, Zoey…since she lives in Penang, this is a great opportunity to meet the family….

three hours from the last conversation…

me..here…updating my blog…well…i think i’m so blessed that He always gives me some run away from the routinity i get…whatta bout u guys?i believe in every single hard, painfull, even when we meet cul-de-sac in our lives…take a look on our surroundings…u’ll find something 2refresh ur sahara…seize the moment…