Today’s tiring…but Thanks God, He always put something to brighten up my day…

The details:

1. A nu cellphone…nu number…My uncle gave me one, well…"lent" will be an appropriate word i think, but he said i can use it as long as i want..^^. Nokia from 1000 series…not the one equipped with high technology, simply just connecting people…but it’s okay…n the number…i always long for a cellphone number consists of my birth date…guess what???i got it this morning…The provider is different from my current cellphone number…^^.Dun worrry,i still use the old one…

2.Tommorow will be my last day to live in da old house…T_T…My stuffs here are just some t-shirts n shorts, bathing equipment, n a couple books…Last nite, i suddenly missed hearing my oldies songs collection…but, what can i do instead of waiting for the time i moved to the next house ( i wont mention as my new house…since it really isnt…)…hmhm…He is sooo good to me that this afternoon when i accompanied Shujian jie ate @ Hanafi’s (bakso, guys…)…the radio played an old song…not the song that i longed to hear…but it’s okay…i can take it…thanks, Pa…^_____^

NoTe:

1. Hmhm…i cant update my blog for a few days…though tomorrow i’ll still be in this house, but if i use the phone line for internet, the new owner will pay the bill ^^…so i have to stop for a while…

2.For Camelia…Brendan is still great…fatter than 10 years a go of course (uhm…1995…our glorious-teenage-time…)…n he’s been engaged to the gf…(about a month a go)…n "J" (the girl with pearl earings…kkkk…joke…)has been engaged also in late december 04 or early january 05, she’ll get married this year…shocking????.

to the other readers…i dont mean to make u confuse bout my no.2…since i dun have time to reply Camelia’s email, so i have to answer her questions via something she always checks on…it is my blog (am i right, cam???)

well…i’ll be back…^^

last Nite…

my bro n her gf came home from bali last nite around 10.30…he always does the ritual…telling my mom n me ’bout crazy things he n frens did in his journey…after accompanying him & gf had dinner, i showed yessy, his gf, my room…n we spent the nite together…we couldn’t sleep directly, so as girls usually do…we chatted over many things…make ups, hair-do, boys, etc, etc…well, she’s a nice-gal i think…way to go, bro!

This morning…

well…didn’t have enough sleep last nite…so my eyes were exactly like tare panda…help…help…help…i accompanied yessy going around the city…when i went to bca, i met my ol junior-hi fren with his mom…(cam,…the one we used to call  him as brendan fraser…)..well…he’s still great as he used to be…kkkkk…this trip’s aimed also to introduce yessy to my aunties n uncles…at 3 o’clock she hopped on the car to go back to surabaya,well…cya..yes…

NoW…

when i was just log on…my phone rang…it’s my fren…who asked me to teach him using frenster…uhm…hello…where did he live in this planet???…kkkk…he’ll be mad reading this blog i think…(dude, no hard feelin’…plueaazzee…)…so,i just read others blog, n replied messages n emails…well…today was great…i gotta go to sleep rite away…coz my eyes will be worse than tarepanda’s if i keep on browsing …

for them who have not send me any email for ages…guys,i miss you like crazy…(include: camelia, lidya, yui…)

i have just finished talking to my mum…she’s sleeping rite now…gee,…though i’ve been her daughter for 26 yearsold (and always be all my life…),but i have to admit that i dont really know the things ’bout her actually…

well,…it is not that in the past she did something illegal or other harmful stuffs, but…i really know nothing ’bout her…(if i have to be scored from the range of 1 to 10..maybe i only score 4…God, please forgive me…)…

The positive thing is that i have to say that i’m lucky that i still have time to know more ’bout her…maybe i also can be her friend to whom she can trust me 100% (well, would you betray ur own mom???…infact jia zu bu ke wai yang (bad things in the family should not be opened to the outsider), am i right?)…

well…after reading these, please do not try to guess what my mum did at her past…she’s just like us…a normal gal (or woman???…kkkk…to tell the truth in my mind, i always be a "girl-with-a-mature-thinking"…^^)…just never things…never came across my mind she had to encounter things like that before…

is this also a sign for me to enter the nu era???…

…What u gonna do kalo kamu feeling blue,blue,blue…(project Pop)

the countdown is…5 days left…then…bye bye my 15-years-old-house…

well,actually there’s nothing special of this house…but, i spent my teenage life here…it saw me writing my diary which until now i still luv to read (i almost recognize every words, every fullstop, question mark, etc dat i wrote…), it heard every sentences my sistas (camelia, san, yui, jesica, etc)n i talked when we were discussed ’bout boys, dreams, crazy plans, skul, etc, etc of dat neverending-beatiful-teenage-life-of-ours, it saw the first time i got Aaron Kwok’s big poster n cassette (i was in junior hi dat time…n rite now i wonder how can i be soooo crazy bout him…kkkkk…), it heard when i quarelled with my bro over silly things…(n the list continue…)

Well, maybe moving to da nu house is the "sign" of me for entering the nu era of ma life also…hope the nu era will be as great and colorful as before or…better…(",)

Thanks to frenster (again)…i finally found kathryn n irma…^^(yippiee…)

(Another)Kat was actually my senior in uni.But, when i decided to join extension class for getting bachelor degree…we’re be in the same class…She’s sooo funny, even at the time when she doesn’t mean to be funny (it’s a compliment, kat)…her voice will always be in my mind (kkkk…).Before getting married n reside in states, she worked in EVA air, Surabaya branch…

The class we joined was consisted of working people, that’s why the class was started at 07.00 pm -09.00 pm…the school also prepared dinner for us…we usually come at 06.00 p.m so that we can have some chit-chats before starting the class…so happy that time…n we always ready to hear kat n ling-ling’s (kat’s bestfren) stories…they’re greaaatttt in telling stories…kkkk…(again…it’s a compliment, kat)

A story from Kat which i never forget n often being told to others is the one when kat n ling visited beijing’s forbidden city…It was winter in beijing, n they walked along one of forbidden city’s square…it was also holiday season, so that people come from anywhere in this universe…then suddenly kat heard a boy voice which seemed to call out her name, "kaaaaaaaaatt…kaaaatttt…", she turned her head over and tried to search the source of that voice…but, in the middle of people…in china…it’s soooo imposible, she thought…then she continued walking with ling…but, the voice called out her name again, this happened until…well, i forgot the exact number…but finally kat n ling reached the souvenir counter…All of sudden, a boy run thru kat n asked her,"kat, is that you???do you still remember me???I was

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junior-hi’s fren". Kat looked at the boy’s face n answered, "ooo, it is you who call out my name back there…well, i dun remember your name, but i remember friends usually call u "goat" (=kambing, in indonesian)…kkkkk…i could not hold my tears at the time she told us the story…

Irma…i knew her since junior hi. She’s one of the smartest gals in school, pretty, cute, n got lots of fans…kkkk…Sometimes we did some activities together…went to church, watched movies, etc…mhmhm…but, the point is that…mhmhm…since the 1st time i knew her,i knew that she recognized a little about chinese language, though she’s a huaqiao…but it’s definitely not her fault…let’s put the blame on suharto’s regime (who the teachers in elementary used to teach us that he was our country’s "Development Father")…at dat time…anything related to china or chinese were banned all over…no chinese new year’s celebration, no learning mandarin in school, no chinese school,etc, etc…though we actually did them, as long as we didnt blow them up, it’s okay…

back to irma again…on january 2004, i decided to go back here…give hand to my parents business…irma’s house is in a main street where i always pass it to reach the city center. I planned to visit her house sometimes. Who knew dat she’s home or at least i could meet her mom n ask ’bout irma’s recent address. But in mid 2004, someone told me dat irma has been married n living in china…well it’s okay bout the living-in-china thing…beyond my (or everyone) imagination is that irma married to a chinese man…real chinese, not huaqiao…i’m sooo happyyyyy to find her again…really really happy…^^

Hope we’ll always be fren foreva,gals…n never be "separated" again…n i miss doing things together with u again…^^

It’s 10.28 p.m…indonesian idols on tv…my bros frens in my living room…waiting for the time they’ll be heading to bali for a fren’s wedding.They’ll leave on 03.00 a.m…3 n half hours to banyuwangi, ketapang bay…half an hour on a ferry to bali’s gilimanuk bay…then 6 hours to denpasar…all by car…

sobbing…so envy them…i haven’t been to bali since 2000…T_T…

cya guys…enjoy the weekend…^^

have u ever felt so full in the stomach till u cant breathe as usual???well…i’am…rite now…T_T…i’m so hungry before,so that i ate dat cookies…hmhm..but it doesn’t matter…despite the regret of eating them, i’m very happy rite now…

u know why???here is the reason…actually, i dont have a plan to update my blog now…but, after reading camelia’s comment on my previous blog and also jessie’s email (she told me dat she had no time to read my blogs, so she printed them all, then read them in the office…hicks…it touched my heart…)…then something inside urge me to update it rite away…kkkk…(well..well…carpe diem…kkkkk)…

kind of busy today…went to probolinggo’s store to check the accounting there…n on the way back, i got a heavy rain til i stepped foot at my house…still rain…until 20 minutes a go…

Updates on some of my sistas:..this morning yuce called me, she’s back to jkt n a lil bit confuse ’bout her job…hope u’ll deal with it soon, ce…ding, she seems so busy to upgrade her cooking ability nowadays…lolita, she’s so happy and thankful on being a mother and enjoy every minutes of it…jessie, still addict to zuma,..jia youu!!!…xiao mei, busy on her jobs…hope she found the bamboo air soon…san is in balikpapan now, away with her other bestfren, jilly…hope to see u soon,san…how ’bout the others???please update me with ur newest coolest activity…

hmhmh…u know somethin’?tomorrow is holiday since we have to elect our major…the city major…this time, the election is held the same as the national election…so, tomorrow we have to choose one out of three candidates (the major and the vice-major)…still wonder who will i choose tomorrow???(to camelia, one of the candidate’s base is near our house…samba (samsul-bahar)…heheheh)…the name always remind me to sushi samba…

i gotta go rite now…some dvds’re waitin’ ^^…

again…for all of  you who always read on my blogs..

YOU ROCKS n i luv u!!!!!!!(…and i will try to update it more often ^^)

Hiiii…long time no blogging…missing this activity…

Lately i’m so busy with the moving-to-the-new-but-not-new-actually-house things, my mom is a lil bit stressful n makes the surroundings get the influence also…

But, thanks God, i’ve been away from home every weekend now…if it’s not for malang, then i’ll be in surabaya…n it was not in my plan before…for this weekend, i’ll be in malang from friday to sunday…^____________^ (well, a lil bit tired actually, but it’s worth it also…kkkk)…

Hmmm…well, last weekend, i’d to be in malang for my grandpa is hospitalized for his diabetic…n i couldnt join Yuce’s engagement party…i’m so sorry for that…but in the other hand, my grandpa looked so happy when he saw me…(or it’s just my imagination???). Yuce was very great on this issue…kkkk…once again…thank you Yuce…for ur understanding…

I want to thank every friends who always read on my blogs…though they dont leave any comments…but, everytime i mentioned something which i had mentioned here…they always say," ooo, i have read it on ur blog"…so hepiiii…^^ YOU ROCKS, GUYS!!!!…

After everything that ding has been thru…i can see her changes into someone better…more responsible i think…n mature … it’s a great move, isn’t it???hope so, hope so…the life goes on…jia you,ding…

After went to ding’s ma funeral, sofi grabbed me to galaxy mall with her colleagues (some of them were also my uni frens)…watched the movie "saw", ate pizza, n window shoppin’ around that mall…so hepi to "do" the activities again…seemed like many many years i didn’t get the previlege…kkkk…the window shoppin’…

After spent the weekend @ surabaya,…i work with a new spirit…kkkk…maybe i have to get the "vitamin" once a month in order to be always in a good mood for work…

After having the "hard" week…i came to a conclusion that enithing could be happen in dis real world…so we better always be prepare…for the worst and the best…