I gotta phone call from my aunt (from my father’s side) last tuesday morning at my workplace right after one of the managers where i work asked me ’bout a missing sales receipt (it’s really a big number of sales…), so i try to be calm in answering the phone when she politely asked ’bout my condition…

I have 6 aunts from my pa’s side altogether…My big aunt has passed the way…2 of them lives here in surabaya n jember and the rest resides in hk til now…we’re hardly ever meet each other…but once we meet, anything is doing fine…stories flows like flood…well, it’s quality that matters, not the quantity…kkkkk…^^

At the end of the conversation, my 2nd aunt told me that my 3rd and 4th aunt (who lives in hk) has been here for 2 weeks (they attended school reunion). Then, i spontaneously told her that i’ve been thinking and missing my 3rd aunt these days (i stayed in her house in hk when i got a winter holiday back in 2000). I told my 2nd aunt that at that time she told me some important stuff in being a woman.Though it seemed that she’s sooo talkative, but all the things she said were right…

When i reached home in the evening, my 2nd, 3rd and 6th aunt have been waiting for me…i’m sooo excited to see them all…i think i havent seen them for years…last time i met my 3rd aunt was in july 2000…sigh…i’m so happy and cant believe my eyes that they were there…i talked alot to my 3rd aunt…nothing change in them all…My 3rd aunt told me that i gotta go to hk next year to visit disneyland…she forbid me going to disneyland this september (the opening) coz she’s afraid there’re too much people that make us easily injured…so nice of her…hahahha…^^

At night, i still try to figure out what had happened in the evening…but their visit gave me a nu breeze…and also a reminder that the world is not a small world…it’s still big to be explored…so much that i still dont know in this life…

to my aunts (6 from pa’s side and 3 from ma’s side)…i love you all and you all have given me so much to be learnt, enjoyed, and loved…x.o.x.o

Yuce (to everyone who has just read my blog, please refers to my first blog…u’ll find who’s yuce n evrything bout us) told me anything bout her outdoor wedding photo session in her last email…She’s sooooo excited bout that…n she also promised me to put some in my blog’s photo album…but, i gotta wait for 2 more months…sigh..^^

Her excitement was described in entire email…from the time she hoped up the car headed to the beach till she got back to jakarta…(though aji n her didnt have breakfast at all…kkkk)…and how confuse they were in choosing which photos should be taken…

As soon as i finished reading her email, i sent her sms…tell her how envy i was to her…

Well, i got a positive point from her nice and memorable experience…that i must save more, more, and more money in order to have a great, nice, proper, and not dissapointing wedding photos (coz wedding is hopefully a-once-in-a-lifetime thing to be done in our life…am i right???)

I was waiting for my “student” for our lesson which actually should be started on 10.00 am…but she has called and said that she’d to go to the bank so that the class would be delayed til 01.00 pm…Then I read morning news paper…

On sport section, it was written that David Beckham is visiting Beijing with his Real Madrid team…Though he’s got a hamstring injury in the game of Real Madrid vs Galaxy LA, the UK’s National Team Captain still catch the attention of the people, especially girls…

Well…I recalled his photos years a go taken when he received an OBE from the Queen (Nov 5,2003..wait dont think dat i’m dat great in remembering dates,dat’s what google is for ^^)…Stand tall, handsome, wore expensive-and-absolutely-great-tuxedo, mysterious-and-make-my-heart-broke-in-two smile,…greeaaattttttt pict and sooooooo every-girls-dream of an ideal hubby (handsome, sexy, wealthy, since he’s a sportsman, he maybe also healthy, great butt…kkk^^…) …I almost grabbed my scissor to cut dat pict to be put in my organizer (so that I can recharge my life batt when it is low…as a reminder that God also put beautiful things around us…kkkkkk…)…

The next minute I suddenly recalled another fact of his life dat he was unfaithful…Rebecca Loos (any other girls…maybe..)

Sometimes a go, I found some facts that men around my live hood were not so faithful as my mom or other parents teach what the children should be if they have reached the marriage age…I asked by myself to them who did the double-crossing things, well…their answers have only a root…and it’s shocking me (an innocent single gal…kkkk…^^)…dat men are created with their hunter instinct…that they wont feel enough with only a “target”…

At that time, I couldn’t be satisfied by the answer, if it’s that so…why should we get married if woman always be the victim…(that woman must be loyal with one and only man, in the other side, man can hunt as much as he wants…). Man…always put the ego on the first place…

But, today, after reading the David Beckham’s news…Something new come a cross my mind…okey, if it is the destiny of men, that because of his hunter instinct, they would never be satisfied with only a woman and woman should only be satisfied with a man…why don’t we, women, try to get a great man…a man who’s very suitable for us, the cool-handsome-smart-charming-healthy-wealthy one…the problem is…where will we find that kind of perfect man????…he’ll be there, somewhere, somehow,…just try to find one…errrrhmmm…starting from….David Beckham, maybe??? ^^

Well…make him like Beckham…kkkk…^^

I have been a mandarin tutor for about 2 days … finally, I can use it for goodness…(“goodness” in khatsa’s term = good for others, bring some benefit for me also…kkk…u know what I mean..^^)…

I teach my cousin, annelia, who will study in beijing starting from next September…Autumn semester…like I did…hicks…missing dat time dearly…

Lesson dat I give is not merely what the book’s saying … I give some tips on great hang out’s, shopping’s paradise…, local people’s custom, do’s, don’ts…etc…etc…

An example for benefits dat I get is that by teaching, I recall the lesson from the beginning…mandarin tones, words, meaning…etc, etc…But, the domino effect also give a “burden”… this activity make me missing everything ‘bout my life in beijing dat time…my old teachers, schools, boarding house, friends especially Korean friends (Seon Young, my 1^st semester’s roomie n her best fren Ki Eun onni, Joong Suk, Byung Hoon, Macho (a.k.a Song Hoon), Odiga Oppa (a.k.a Sang Hoon), Yong Hoon, Joong Hooi…they are from my 1^st semester…n my best friend in 2^nd semester…Seung Won, Eun Jong, Hui Juan, n last but not least…Imut (a.k.a Seo Kyun Nam…)…missing them…

Well, but last week, Evi, Fifi’s sister (Fifi is a best friend whom I studied in Beijing with) who’s still live in Shanghai accidentally “found” Imut when she’s online in msn messenger…and I have imut’s mobile number…

Hope the number will bring others friends get connected again…(I lost contact with them…Last time I sent email to seung won and eun jong was in 2004)…

George Sand:

“Life resembles a novel more often than novels resemble life”

Have u ever wondered where will u be if you’re not doing recent things u do??? I have!…mhmh…maybe it’s around a week a go…

I was sitting in the livingroom read the newspaper ‘bout

London

’s bombing…when all of sudden the fantasy or imagination…came up…

If I’m not here right now…if I chose things differently before…maybe I will have been in Madrid or Rome right now…Own an antique store or a gallery…not big, but located in a good spot…a place where there’re lots of pigeons fly…I dance in my spare time…join a club…flamenco dance…or just an ordinary modern dance…I will sit in an alfresco café on weekend…watching people walk on the street…I will taste wine in some occasion or whenever I feel I want to taste them…wow..whatta life!!!…

It isn’t that I don’t thankful my life now…it’s just an imaginary thing which maybe will be a great novel if I try to develop it more…well, I should consider more to be a novelist then…kkkk…^^

Whatta bout u???ever wonder u’re alternate life???tell me one…pleaazzeee…(",)

p.s.:why

Madrid

??? I dunno either…

Oiiii…i’m back…it’s been a verrryyyy long timeeee after my last blog. I received some sms asked why I haven’t updated my blog enimore…well, honestly…I have to say that the place where I can get my internet line here is very uncomfortable…

The house has 2 telephone lines. The one for internet line is near the “ordinary” telephone line…So, I have to type beside the telephone and it’s very uncomfortable…Thanks God it hardly rings on the nite (the time when I use to be online)…But, the worse one is the lighting…It’s rather dark there…the only light I get is from the laptop’s monitor itself…And I dun really like dark actually…

Again…since here isn’t my own house…I should not complain over things which have been there before I come here…It’s me who has to be adapted with the current situation…So, I should find a way to make me blogging regularly as before…kkk…^^

It’s just 2 days after i wrote the previous blog that i need to be "in-touch" with someone who really cares ’bout me…well well well…the answer is soooo quickly dat i almost cant breathe realizing this fact…San visited me yesterday!!!!…

My day suddenly turned to be more colorful…San told me bout Balikpapan, Jilly’s families, my latest news, her latest news, girlie chit-chat, maybelline’s mascara,anything…anything…she also brought me kalimantan’s famous fish chips…kuku macan…nyam nyam nyam…San also suggested me to cut my fringe…i’d me more OK with it…

Today San go to bali with her pa for her cousin’s wedding…My mom told her that she’s very lucky dat she can travel anywhere…she politely answered,"I never planned the journey.Maybe they’re just a gift…"…

As i told her bout what i wrote on my previous blog (pse refer to my previous blog "visible fren needed"), San said,"well…i think u better watch out your wishes…or you better increase them into something bigger…getting a car,etc"…kkkkk…

I hope i can be more responsible to what i’ve been wished for…n i will also be careful of what i will wish for…^^

Here i am…blogging in da nu corner of da nu place…

I give u a litle description about my "nu place" ^^…this house has 4 bedrooms altogether…my uncle’s fam took the first 2 rooms and the next 2′re my fam’s…well i gotta share the room with my bro…(thanks God for his job made him travel a lot…)but, it’s nice actually to share the room with him…he is a neat type…lately his gf gave him a set of aromatherapy kit, so this past 3 days i slept with chamomile blend scent in my room…our 5×6m bedroom is divided into 2 personality…the girly side,which is mine, and the masculine side. Mine are mostly coloured in red , purple, or pink whereas my bro’s are in black, light blue, and white…hmhm…

well, still dunno the next feeling…but, currently, i feel that it’s really okay to share the room, coz if sometimes i bored with my "feminine" side…i just simply change the grid of my vision to my bro’s side…kkkkkk…

I change the font’s colour coz i dont want to be in "blue" in telling the main topic i wanna write…well,guys…lately i feel that i need to have a visible real fren around…(mhmm…T_T)…(after typing the sentence before, i felt that i dont really thankful for having a previlege for anything He gave me…a previlege to be so easy in contacting my great sistas n friends by using handphone or via internet…so sooorrryyy)

I contact my sistas and friends almost everyday…especially yuce, ding, xiao mei, lolita, jessie…hmhm…but what i feel rite now is that i need them really pinch me when they want to do it, looking to my eyes when they talk to me, hold my hand when we walk along together…gee…what happen to me actually???maybe it’s just something caused by pms or else…

flowers for me myself…kkkk…dont mean to be selfish…but i do really need something to freshen up my daily routines…for everyone everywhere who feels the same thing as i do…keep on struggling…jia you…remember that you are not really alone…^^