Idul Fitri is coming…a holiday season for the moslem…though i’m not celebrating ‘em, i get the effects from da holiday…plus..the weather nowadays is colder…The effects dat i get from ‘em are huge..,the good one of course…

First one is dat me getting some extra pocket money from selling kids clothes. It’s a tradition here dat celebrating Idul Fitri or Lebaran you should wear a nice-brand-new clothes, shoes, and matching bag for the ladies or matching tie for the gentlemen…well, it isnt good for the family financial issue actually, but since it’s the tradition which is absorbed by the flesh and bone, they feel something is going wrong if they dont have it…so here i am, making more money by selling the nice-brand-new wardrobe for da family…though the money’s still not enough to buy surabaya-singapore’s flight ticket, it does really be a good contribution for my saving…kkk…

Second, since most of the employees here are moslem, so this is the longest holiday i get every year…sadly dat this year’s Christmas is in Sunday, so i cant have more day off for Christmas…but, it’s okay, it will be paid off at Chinese New Year next year…(is is in January or February???)…

So, me n my mom’s big family will have a family reunion @Batu, Malang starting from 2-5 nov. I hav had plan for 5 n 6 nov, meet my sistas@ surabaya but i still dont have the exact date…too bad coz i gotta leave on nov.7th…so guys, please tell me da exact date…

This month i spent my time with san more than any other months of 2005, i heard a voice from the inside shouted loud, "well, this is the life actually, your life, dat you are living among your best friends…spend more times with them…skin to skin…not via sms or email,kapish?…". Hmmmhh…i try to find the way to grab it, guys…

ok,..time’s up i gotta get a nice and proper sleep for my last two days of working b4 da holiday…jiao..

I’m rather busy nowadays…

But, in da middle of my break time this morning, i remembered dat one of my besfren will visit seoul next month and i have promised her to contact our friends in seoul…i have neglected my promise for a month or more…

Then, i looked up my contact numbers @da mobile, and i intentionally hit the button "call" @ seung won’s number…i just wanna give a shot whether da number is stil hers…

biiippp…bppiiipp…

sw:yobosee yoo…

kh:weiii…

sw:…wweii…(curious + a lil bit shock tone)

kh:qing wen zi shi chengyuan (seung won’s mandarin name) de shou di ma??? (excuse me, is this chengyuan’s?)

sw:…(a bit screaming…)..ooh…li xin???(my mandarin name…)

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I did smile entire day…i do miss them (my fellas@ seoul)…it’s been a year since our last email, and my email address@mailcity.com has been gone for almost a year,too…

I’m sooooooooooooo hepppppiiiiiii…i can find her again…and i try not to lose any contact with them anymore…

ok…gotta stop here, i have to send an email to seung won…^^

Hi again…i think my writing mood has been risen…

There isnt much thing i did today, even when it was @work…thanks God for giving me such a kind boss kkk…

I spent most of my times today for reading a chicklit "always the bridesmaid"…da story almost da same with mine…some brides-to-be asked me to help ‘em on their wedding (well, i do loveee when they asked me to do it),but meanwhile i’m in my "panic age"…my biological clock is thicking louder…children’s voices,blablabla…no no…believe me,…i’m not THAT panic…kkkk…

some pages in da chicklit mentioned ’bout a week holiday at Rome…yup, Rome as the capital city of Italy…Trevi Fountain, Colloseum (with a single L or double one???dunno…^^), Benini’s creations, Piazza Novana, Basillica St.Peter….waawww…i think, i shud put Rome as my next destination…do you think i shud persuade some frens to join me???kkkk…please pray for my glorious hope of journey to Italy…kkk…

these days are cloudy here, but i luv the air…so clean, cool, smooth, almost da same with autumn (we dont have 4 seasons here…)…

for them who "threaten" me to update my blogs…i do appriciate your comments…(",)

back by popular demand…khatsa….kkkkk…to ce vemmy and enibodi who miss my writing…i try to write something today…but, i hope y’all can understand dat if it’s been a "long" time since da last time of my blog, so this time is only the beginning…

today i get my confident back!!!! kkkk ^^

believe it or not, it’s caused by a couple underwear…

here’s da story…when my boyfren n i were in da bedroom, he stared at me and said,"honey, u look gorgeous tonite…is it because of…"…

……

ok, stop it…it’s just a scene of a cheap novel…

da real story was dat this morning i went shoppin’…i realize dat my underwears needed restoration…so i picked up 2 kinds of bra n handed ‘em to da shopkeeper…then she said dat i could pick a paper inside a bowl to determine how much discount dat i’ll get.she added dat da disc was from 20 -50%…

i slip my palm n picked 2 rolled papers…but my heart reminded me dat da 1st choice always da rite one…ok, i gave da shopkeeper da 1st paper…n i got …50% discount…

ehm…i paid rp 50.000 (=usd 5) for 2 couple of bras…yippieeeee….

for me it such a sign dat khatsa’s luck has back again…kkkkk….jia youuuu…

These 2 weeks, i feel dat my life here is not as "lonely" as before…Some of you who read da word "lonely" der has da same meaning as the usual "lonely"…confuse???…me too, kkk,…i’m here so confuse ’bout how to describe de exact lonely as i feel here…

Hmhm…i think…lonely here has da same meaning as…has no frens of my age, most of "frens" i meet here are in their 30’s or 40’s…though i spent my junior n hi school here, it seems dat i lost them all…(yui, kame…go home puuuuleeaaazzeee…kkkk…)…^^

But, yesterday Irma called me…yup, dat Irma, who live in china rite now. she spends her holiday here, dunno what kind of holiday (maybe guo qing jie???i’ll ask her tomorrow…). She’ll be in town till oct.11…she also had a plan to visit Bali before da stupid bomb erupted der…

Damn!Kuta square is my fave spot…still in walking distance to da beach, lots of cafe, stores,…sigh…God, please forgive the bombers coz they dont know what they’d been doing and what they’ll get in da judgement day…i think i’ll be der to see what the punishment they’ll get for bombing my lovely kuta square…kkkkk…^^

Ok. back to da topic…this afternoon san visited me…she told me lots of jokes on her gank back in surabaya…so funny…i told her bout yui, kame, muliani…it seems dat i’m the HR manager of dem all…kkk…but, i do so thankful for having san here today…she melt my iced-heart…we shared our experiences in these…let say…3 months (da period from da last time i met her till now),etc. Kam, i also told san your letter dated on Sept 8, 2005. i’ll tell you her comment via email.

Yihaaa…tomorrow san n i will go to irma’s…n i’m sure der’ll be more to be talked to since we havent met irma since we’re graduated from hi-school.

I was a great big fan of ehm…ehm…Aaron Kwok (a.k.a Guo Fu Cheng)…back der, at the age of my innocent…kkk…10 years after…i feel soooo ashame of my feeling towards him…kkkkk…i did bought his posters, cassettes (cd was a luxury dat time…especially chinese cds…still remember,guys???), t-shirts, cards, etc, etc…and if i recall how much money i spent on dem,…i did truly regreted…but, it’s a silly things which i kept in my not-necessary-but-no-heart-to-erased folder…kkkk…

Back in hi school, i remember dat da members of da ganks had our own idol, which apparently different from one another. I loved aaron kwok, san loved leon lai, camelia loved jet lee, yui loved kaneshiro takeshi, muliani love andy lau…so funny…

In 1996 when i entered the uni..my idol changed to ekin cheng…which till now i do still like him…i love him in young & dangerous, some tvb’s series…but, i didnt spend my money for his stuffs…

Now, after almost 10 years…i accidentally saw my idols in da same movie…

Divergence…

I almost "fell-in-luv" again to aaron…kkkk…just read in the link above…if u’re interested, just watch da movie…not bad…was it becoz i luv the hk’s setting or what?

Guys, awake me please…

Hav i mention bout fang-fang(a.k.a muliani)…another sista of mine (she lives in melbourne)…well, ever since she got married, we’re hardly ever contact each other…but, hey! again, it’s quality dat’s matter…not quantity…

Yesterday i sent her sms…asked whether my nephew/niece has been in dis funky world…kkk…coz the doctor has predicted dat she’d be in labor around september. I once told her dat it would be great if da baby has da same bday as aunt khat-khat….^^

But, da baby wanted to see dis world 3 weeks earlier..,so dat on Sept.3,2005…Brian Maxwell Santoso was born…

Mine,mine…again…i shud add a name on my nephews/nieces lists…For Muliani n Ko Irwan…congratulations!!!!