Me…again…

I have been “tortured” by this right eye ache for almost a week…my eye looks normal, no itch nor “colored” red, but if you look at it carefully, u’ll find dat it’s smaller than the left one. Yup! It obviously has something attacked by anonymous virus (anonymous for me, I mean…^^).

It’s the guilty inside me, if I know dat I have it, but I still hang out around “normal” people, so I “lock” myself in my room…But at the time I write this blog, I begin to feel dat I need to get fresher air outside the border of 4 walls around…help, help,… But wait, you know dat I always try to find the positive side over the negative one…the plus side is that I can wear my fake minus glasses again which I bought in China back in 1999 (ehm..it was when my right eye, again, attacked by Kyun

Nam

’s left middle finger, it wasn’t in purpose of course, but legion of my friends blamed   (though I was the victim) for going out of control in…kkkkkk…)

I entertain myself by reading more books and watching more and more dvds (one in the list is One Tree Hill season 2)…kkk…not a good treatment for an eye-ache…I know…but, I prefer to get well slower (for my eye’s health) than get damage on my mind and soul (for not getting dat fresh air, since I’m trapped inside my room)…well, I think it’s kind of work…really…my eyes got only a lil’ progression, but my mind and soul are still survive…

Sigh…actually, it’s not this eye-ache dat matter this time…it’s the boredom and some contradiction which is still hanging on my head and still don’t have eni win-win solution over it…The more I think about them, the more I found it hard to be solved…

So rite now, I just prefer to be “silent” (they say dat silent is golden, aren’t i?)…n praying of course…enibody wants to help me with the pray???