the name is Janice Hoo…the name which should be jessica’s name…jes’s told me dat her mom was really glad dat finally she got the name used in her family…the baby is really cute…she’s got her dad’s nose and jes’s lips…so adorable…

I went to jes’s 2 days ago…lenny called me in the morning since she promised to go to jes’s together when she went home…she also said dat she’d ask lisa whether she wanted to join us or not…n she agreed to go together with us…i knew dat ’bout lenny’s pregnancy a month ago when i congratulated her for her bday (her pregnancy was 4mth dat time)…but nobody told me bout lisa’s…

i arrived at jes’s first since lenny still on the way from ambulu n had to pick lisa up…when i accompanied jes opening the door, there were 2 women standing in front of jes’s door with big tummies…i’m really gratefull for them!!!their dream’re come true…

Lisa is 6 month pregnant rite now and she has gained 9kgs already…i shouted at her," finallyyy i can see the day when lisa is getting fat…kkkkkk…i should send muliani an sms…"…i told her dat back at junior-hi muliani (my bestfren who live in oz now), lisa, n i were in the same class. Lisa seemed to love any sports and she could do eni of them well…her figure was also our dream to be…lisa laughed heavily…

So, in the room dat day…it’s only me who hasnt enter the motherhood…i was listening to their conversation…how jes’s pregnancy troubled her not only in the early months, but also until three days before the caezar…she couldnt stand for eni kind of smell…perfumes, food, clothes softener, oil, etc, etc…she told us dat she even had her maid cooked in the yard (she demonstrated the way her maid cooked…wore an umbrella and frying some tofu…kkkkk…so funny, still the same old jes…). The struggle of lenny and her hubby for getting the child…the gynecologist was so excited knowing her pregnancy…about what lisa use to do in her pregnant time…soooo excited hearing them all…(i felt inside dat what they said now is going to enrich my knowledge when my time is arrived…^^)…

This beautiful baby was sleeping during her mom and fren’re chit chatting…so peaceful…didnt disturbed by our laugh (u know how when women who havent seen for ages met…) and i finally found the remedy to shut my lazy-mode off…frens…friendly conversation, fun talks, much laugh-till-cry things…thank God for giving them in my stressful moment…i feel calm now…^^

Now…a lil proof of jes motherly instinct…enibody doubted bout it…just please see the pict…kkkkk…lenny n jes asked me to hold the baby…n i rejected it…i told ‘em,"well, if i hold her, the bones will soon be broken all over…"kkkk…i still fear it…ehm..the sign dat my time is still not rite???kkkk…

At 7.30 p.m lisa, lenny, n i went to mie rama…(kame…dunnot let the saliva flow out…) n accompanied lenny to buy some clothes…i was a lil bit surprised when lisa n lenny still remember dat i am afraid of crossing big street…kkkkk…so i was guarded by 2 pregnant women when crossing trunojoyo street and the hectic street in front of mie rama…shameful me…shameful me…

well…i gotta great moment…^____________________^

Still no change…no change at all…i think it’s *khatsa’s lazzyy mode* on for this entire week…

I hope i can be more energetic, full of life, full of positive energy…etc, etc…by my bday…(kkkk…), so at least i can be more thankfull for the mood changing as the beginning of my new "age"…

This lazy mode is not good at all…i still havent written to camelia, cahya, and some friend to whom i promised ‘em to reply their email soon…and for camelia…please forgive me, i dont know what i do…dont deny me, this pain i’m going thru…please forgive me (yeee…ini mah lagunya bryan adam…nglantuurrr banget…)…for camelia (this is the serious one…i will write the email as soon as i save this post…and i dont know why i cannot send u eni sms lately…maybe indonesia’s provider is no longer having connection with your provider there…sigh…)…

hmhm..apparently the global warming effect has reached this remote area of jember, too…evrybody is complaining ’bout the weather lately…it’s so cold in the morning till around 10 a.m, getting hot (the sun light is soooo bright that makes your skin darken…but no sweat at all…can u imagine it???) around 11 a.m till 3 p.m and slowly changing to cold again from 3 p.m onward…the old people said dat they never have this experience before…

ok…i better go now…before i procrastinate writing the email again…^^

I’m sooo lazy recently…maybe i look alike garfield  cat rite now…with sleepy eyes…no smile on my face…so lazyyy…maybe after 2 weeks "on the road", it’s my body chemical reaction to shout out loud,"hey, u need a little rest and lots of sports…"…kkkkk…yup, i dont do eni sports lately…God, please forgive my sin…

All i wanna do rite now is just sitting and watching everything come and go in front of me…it’s been long time since my last post, it’s bcoz i’m too busy reading others blog…one of my favourite is http://ambarbriastuti.blogspot.com . She’s an Indonesian, live in England with her hubby rite now and she loves travelling, trekking, or enithing related to travel, world heritage, backpacker, photography, etc, etc…it seems like my dreams come true thru her blogs…i get lots of tips from her travel journal…(i wrote some of them in my diary…as a reminder if someday i go to dat place…). you should see her blogs if you admit dat you love travelling…worth it…

weekend’s coming…i still so lazy to think what to do in my weekend…so i just rented some dvds…including EVERYTHING IS ILLUMINATED (starring: Elijah Wood, etc)…it’s an indie movie…which i acknowledged from kame’s blog…which i also left a comment dat she’s successful to make me jealous, coz (i think) i cant get dat movie here…but, at the evening (after wrote da comment) i went to the rental store and dat movie was there (they had 2 format in vcd n dvd)…

ok guys…gotta go now…have a nice, great, memorable, fun, exciting weekend…