It’s just all weird for me not to write about why i have been absent from blogging, after not updating the blog for a period of time. But, since it becomes a usual cycle (blogging-not blogging-blogging-blogging-not blogging-…), i think i have to adapt myself not to write bout why i havent been writing for that long…

Sansan is home rite now…yup!in jember. She’s one of my bestfren and it’s been 17 yrs now that we’re embracing each other…i have told her bout camelia’s plan for the next year (bout singapore’s reunion) and she seemed agree, but again…she gave an ambiguous answer…hopefully, she’ll be 100% okay at that time. Well, i’m wondering here…it’s been almost a week after san is here,in the so call land of jember…though we havent met each other (and only manage to communicate via phone…)i get a feeling of comfortable that i have her here…(well, maybe it’s just the feeling created by hormone owned only by a longing-for-some-sistas-face-to-face-talks-sanguine-yet-witty-gal like meee…^^)…i sum up for you…i’m just so relieve that i will have some times with a bestfriend who have known the inside me…whatta great days they will be…

The countdown is marked at 6 days to go to my bro’s wedding and i feel nothing….hahahaha…well, it’s true…maybe it’s because it isnt held here…everybody just do the routine. I asked my bro and maria (my sis-in-law in the next 6 days)about the preparation and they said it’s been okay and we just wait for the d day. Well, okay, nothing to be worried about. For me, there is one thing that i hope will be OK at the d day…my grandma. She’s definitely not in her pink health because of her kidney. Just praying and hoping for her…

Sigh…and a confession to make…i have not retouch my hair colour that has been outdated for 4-5months old…help…and tomorrow is the only time to do it…help…