Here I am, sitting in front of the monitor again with my left hand busy grabbing the coffee glass. I gotta go to the office in about 15 minutes from now.

The annoying thing which been bothering me since last month is that I hardly try to write in Indonesian. Well, the proper Indonesian. It happen everytime that my writing (in Indonesian) will turn out to be short-message-kind of language…for example…I use to write (in daily basis)…I mau k sn skrg instead of aku mau ke sana sekarang…

And, It is really hard to keep on writing the sentences while hearing voices in your own head…gile, jadul banget gaya bahasa-mu or kok kayak karangan waktu jaman smp dulu…

Hopefully I can manage my problem sooner,…

Ok gotta go now…

Hi…i’m back again…

It’s a big step for me, rite…two posts in a day…well, i should thank Camelia for the supporting sms…i’ll do my best ^^,sis…

Finally this Sunday wont be as "gloomy" as usual (gloomy = happen to be going as usual, no different thing happened/done…according to me^^) as I went to Gramedia and Lai Lai (kind  of a supermarket in Malang). I bought nothing in Gramedia as i tried to stick to the list, and this time i have no list for books shopping.

I also did the window shopping at Disctara,a cd store beside the Gramedia’s main building, i drooled over the cds of Best of The Cardigan, Destiny’s Child, 

and also some Indonesian young jazz singers. Certainly not in the budget of this month’s. I found the Indonesian market package and the International package for the Cardigan’s. The Indonesian one is worth Rp 55.000 (around US$ 5.5) and it only consists of 22 songs which is half of the International package worth of Rp 90.000 (around US$ 9). I think there should be the 1st and 2nd package for the Indonesian market and if they are, they will be worth of Rp 110.000 altogether…ehm, welcome to the business world…it’s surely 100% right what the mommies always told their daughter (at least in my neighbourhood) that it is always cheaper to buy grocery in bigger package.

As the citizens of planet earth are more aware of what they call the global warming, imagine the plastics waste over 2 cd’s if we put it in the cd’s album instead of the case…

Hopefully my blog today will inspire the businessmen-will-be who happen to read this blog, that they should also be responsible to the environment, not only for the sake of the profit sake…agree?

Everytime we do every physical exercise, we MUST not skip the warming up session…So do I, with updating this blog thing…this one is obviously the warming up session part…

Today is Sunday, around 12.11 pm and i decide to write something (again…)while i’m still being blunt about (again…)what should i write for this warming up one. Well, it’s not blunt actually, since there are alot of thing running here and there in my mind…okay…i decide to go with the flow…here we go…

I have just read the blog of Bijuk and i should say that i was encouraged by her to write again. I read her posts which came up in the first page, i read all of them. After finishing the final destination i wind up here, also thinking bout what would i be if i took other choices in my past life.

Life, there are a lot of possibilities. I think it is really true that there is an old China proverb that said "Your life is in your own hand". Family, friends, even outsiders sometimes give suggestions, critics, or even ultimatum (ehm…the extreme one), but at the end it is always us alone…to make the choice…

…meanwhile…

I miss chit-chatting with my hi-school bffs (they are more than one person, so i should add the "s")…i wish to have coffee with Camelia (who is doing things in Philladelphia rite now and soon will fly to Chicago), Yui (busy with life in Singapore), San-San (loving the life in Surabaya), and Muliani (running the life between hubby, son (Brian!), and works in Melbourne)…i wish to gather them in my house, sit them around my coffee table, show the our old photos, and talk, talk, talk, about life, love, God, etc, etc,etc….miss you guys…

back to the "now"…

i think the warming up session ended here and i’m ready to do the next session..soon…please catch me if i fall for the next session…(pleaaseee)